现在的状态是不想说话不想联系任何人，只想一个人静静地待着，好像对任何人都热情不起来。
The current state is that I don want to talk, I don want to contact anyone. Just want to be alone. Um It seems that the object and people are not enthusiastic.
你永远理解不了从一个爱笑的女孩变成满脸不耐烦的女孩有多无奈
You can never understand how helpless it is to change from a girl who loves to laugh to a girl with an impatient face.
不想说话 全身的负能量
这样真的很不可爱
Don want to talk, the whole bodys negative energy, this is really not cute.
等待太久得来的东西，多半已经不是当初想要的模样了
Something thats been waiting too long. Probably not what I wanted to be.
善解人意是什么？委屈自己让你开心么？
What is understanding? Do you feel sorry for yourself and make you happy?
小时候的秘密不能说，
长大后才知道委屈也不能说
Childhood secrets can not be said. When I grow up, I know that I can say that I am wronged.
放弃了一个喜欢很久的人，就像拔了一颗蛀牙，虽然不会痛，但那个缺口一直在
Give up a person who likes for a long time. Its like pulling out a decayed tooth. Although it won hurt. But that gap is always there.
心这个东西很贵，给对了人就是无价，给错了人就是一文不值
Heart this thing is very expensive. To give the right person is priceless, to give the wrong person is worthless.
我们都在用力地活着，酸甜苦辣里醒过也醉过
We e all trying to live. In the sweet and sour, wake up and get drunk.
有些话听听就好，别当真。有些事知道就好，别说破。有些人看清就好，别拆穿。有些情随缘就好，别执着。
Just listen to something. Don take it seriously. Its good to know something. Don break it. Some people just see it, don expose it. Some feelings, just follow the fate, don be persistent.
人因不惜而散，心因不惜而凉，心之所向，皆是过往，目之所及，皆是遗憾。
People are scattered because they do not hesitate. The heart is cold because it does not hesitate. What the heart wants is the past. As far as the eye can see. All are regrets.
