你要习惯不想习惯的习惯，没有人会始终陪着你，没有人会始终惯着你，一路走来，最终还是你自己
You should get used to the habit that you don want to get used to. No one will always be with you. No one will always be used to you. All the way, you are still yourself
为什么你无数次地劝自己，还是没劝好？是伤得不够深，还是哭得不够多？眼泪，感动不了生活，只会懦弱了自己
Why do you persuade yourself many times or not? Is the injury not deep enough, or not crying enough? Tears, can not move life, only cowardly themselves
我以为只要我认真付出了，就会有结果，就会被珍惜，我那么包容，那么心软，那么善良，最后得到的都是欺骗，都是眼泪，生活从来没有因为我的善意而善待我半分
I thought that as long as I paid seriously, there would be results, will be cherished, I am so tolerant, so soft hearted, so kind, and finally all I got are deceit, all tears. Life has never been half kind to me because of my kindness
算来算去，得到最多的竟然是“对不起”，有时候对不起，是被人尊重，让人听着舒服心里会开心，而这些对不起，却是无限的心酸
In fact, the one who gets the most is "Im sorry". Sometimes Im sorry, Im respected, Im comfortable to listen to, and Ill be happy. But Im sorry, but Im sad
我想做的选择，始于伤痛，止于责任，把自己扔在这来回矛盾的思想中受尽折磨，却又无能为力
The choice I want to make starts with pain and ends with responsibility. I put myself in this contradictory thought and suffer, but I can help it
你知道那种感觉吗？孤独到崩溃的边缘，别人还以为你生了病，生了生活的病，生了胡思乱想的病，而需要治疗
Do you know that feeling? Lonely to the edge of collapse, others think you are sick, sick of life, sick of delusion, and need treatment
会不会有那么一天？我们突然走散，连理由都没有，彼此都消失在对方的生活里，从此天各一方，各自安好
Will there be such a day? We suddenly separated. We didn even have a reason. We all disappeared into each others lives. From then on, we were on our own
若有一天，我收起我的任性骄横，收回我的满腔热情，突然安静，突然不再打扰，你会不会不安，会不会害怕
If one day, I put away my willful arrogance, take back my enthusiasm, suddenly quiet, suddenly no longer disturb, will you be upset, will you be afraid
你感觉到了吗？我们越走越远了，有些距离一旦有了，就再也走不近了，纵有万般不舍，我又怎去挽留
Do you feel it? We are going further and further. Once we have some distance, we will never be able to get closer. Even if we are reluctant to give up, how can I keep it
原谅？真的有那么容易吗？不会，只是不想失去，只是还想珍惜，唯有假装原谅
Forgive? Is it really that easy? No, just don want to lose, just want to cherish, only pretend to forgive?
