ThechangeofmylifeBeforeIenteredthisschool---GuangdongTeachersCollegeofforeignlanguageandartIhadacolourfulandwonderfuldream.UntilnowIstillrememberwhatmyformerEnglishteachertoldme.Hesaidthatthiscollegeisgreat.ItmustbeagoodchoiceifyoureallywanttoimproveEnglish.Itistrue.Mostoftheteachershereareresponsibletheequipmentsareadvanced.Eventhoughthecollegeisnotaslargeasotherstheenvironmenthereissonice.Therearemanytreesflowersandgrasses.Everydaymanystudentsarereadingbookshereandthere.SomestudentsareeventalkingwitheachotherinEnglish.HoweverIdonotwanttotalkaboutthecollegewhatIwanttotalkaboutisthechangesinmythoughtsofmylovemyfamilyandmycommunicationwithothers.WhydoItalkaboutmylovefirstly?ItisquitesimplebecauseIstillhavenolovers.ItisverydifficultforustofindaboyherewhichsurprisesmyfathermymotherandmewhenwesteppedintoGuangdongTeachersCollegeofforeignlanguageandart.Itisnotagoodphenomenon.Itisoutofbalance.HoweverItisnotwhatwecanchange.WhatIcandoisjusttoblamedmyEnglishteacherIaskhimwhyhecanaskmetogotoacollegewhichhassofewboys.IdonotthinkIwillbehomesicksinceIknowIwillleavehomesodomyfamilies.IdonotcrywhenIleavemyhomeIamjustveryexcitingthatIcanhaveanewlife.WhenIstayherealoneIdonotreallymissmyfamiliesIjustfeelthatmyfamiliesareaccompaniedwithmeatanytime.InordertosavemoneyInevermakeatelephonehome.ButIacquiremymothertocallmeatleastonceortwiceaweek.WhenmymothercallsmeIwilltalktoherforatleastonehour.ShealwayscomplaintsthatIhavetoomuchtotalktoher.ButIknowthatwhenshehearsmyvoicesheisveryhappy.IamalsoveryhappywhenIhearwhatshecomplaintsbecauseIknowitisahappycomplaint.WhenIamsickIneverletherknow.Iamafraidthatshewillrushheretotakecareofme.Iamjustjoking.Iknowthatshemustbeveryworriedaboutmeathome.Ijustwanthertoknowthatherdaughterishappyhealthyandhard-paredwithmymothermyfather’sloveissimple.HejustasksmewhetherIneedmoneyasksmenottobetooeconomic.Ireallydonotwanttogetmoneyfrommyparents.IamanadultnowIhavemyownthoughts.soIstarttodosomepart-timejobs.Myfirstpart-timejobistopretendtobeafans.Itisapieceofcake.DuringtheInternationalLabourDaythereisashowheldintheHengbaoSquare.WhatIshoulddoisjusttositinthefirstrowwhistleapplaudandlapthebarfullofair.Icangetintouchwiththesingingstarinzero-distance.IshakedhandswithhimandgottheCDwithhisautograph.IgotthesalarysevendayslaterandlearntthatwhatweseethroughtheTVsetarenotalltrue.Thesecondpart-timejobistoaskthesupervisorofthoseclothesshoptofillintheformsandrecordtheirphonenumbersandtheaddressoftheirshops.Certainlyitisnotaseasyasthefirstone.Itisverydifficultforustodothisjob.Therearemanypeoplewhohavebeencheaten.Sotheydonotbelieveothersanymore.Iamjustastanger.Icannotletthemput100%faithinme.ButwhatIcandoisjusttotrymybesttocommunicatewiththemandpersuadethemtofillintheforms.Actusllyitisachallengingtask.Ittestsmypatienceandmyself-respect.NowIhavegotmysalary.FewdaysagoIsupervisedtheexaminationinmycollege.Itisalow-pricedjob.DespitethesenselessIfeltsomethinginteresting.Itremindedmeofmyformerlife.Sometimestheirbehaviorsmakemylaugh.IthinkthatifIdomorejobsIcanbewellpreparedformyfuture.IwillbemoreconfidentwhenIsteppedintothesociety.Iknowmyparentslovemeverymuchtheydonotwantmetobetootired.SoevenIstayawayfrommyfamiliesIalwaysfeelthatwearetogether.Ilovemyfamilies.Thefamiliesarethemostimportantpersonstometheywillnotcheatmetheywillnotbetrayme.Theyarethepersonswhowillaccompaniedwithmealltheirlifes.UnlikeotherchildrenIcanexpressmyloveobviously.Kissmyfamiliesandsaying“Iloveyou”areaneasyjobforme.BeforeenteringthiscollegeIthinkthatIhaveknownmanydarkaspectsofthissociety.ButnowIrealizethatIamwrong.IwillnevergrowupunlessIstepintothesocietydeeplyandgetintouchwithmanykindsofpeople.SinceIbeginmylifehereIrealizehowmuchImisstheformerfriends.Weblendedinwitheachotherwerespectedforeachother.WhenIfelttootiredtostudyorunhappytheywillmakemelaughandrelax.Theyneverlookeddownuponothers.NowIfeelthattheworldhaschangeditistoocomplicated.Thesoulsofpeoplearenotpureanymore.Theirthoughtsaretoocomplicatedtounderstand.Whentheysmiletoyoumaybeitdoesnotmeanthattheytreatmeasarealfriend.Itseemsthattheyfeartobehurt.Theyalwayswanttoprotectthemselvesatanytime.Theyneveropentheirheartseasily.Isharethestorieswithmyformerfriends.Someonepraisesthisphenomenon.Theysaidthatitisverynormal.Anditwouldnotbeabadthing.ThesephenomenoncanprovethissocietyisimprovinggraduallytheIQandEQofpeoplearehigherandhigher.MeanwhileIhearanotherdifferentvoicetheysaidthatitisthelamentabilityofthissociety.Asthesocietydevelopshowpeoplebalancethemoneyandotherthingshaschangedinvisibly.Thewholesocietyhaschangedgreatlymanystrangeandunbelievablephenomenonhappennon-stop.IamafraidthatIhavetosupporttheoneswhoarecriticalofthesociety.Iamthevictim.Itreatthemgreatlywhotreatmebadly.IcannotimaginehowterriblethesocietywillbewhenIgotowork.NowIhavepassedtheMX-officecomputerlevelexamination.ButIamnotsatisfiedwiththemark.IwanttopasstheC-languageexaminationthesecondlevelcomputerconfirmation.Myaimistosparemyefforttogetasmanyconfirmationsaspossible.Iwanttomakethewayofmycareermoresmooth.FromthebeginningofmycollegelifetonowIamawareofthegrowthofmythoughtandsoul.Ifeelthatanythinggoodwillbecometerribleeverytingterribleisnothing.Iamdeterminedtostudyhardtreatmyselfwell.Atanytimewemustloveourselvesandourfamilies.Makingthelifeofourselveswonderfulisthehighlightofourlife.Everythinginthiscollegeisverygood.Themealsinourrestaurantareverydelicious.Whenweareeatingvegetableswewillfindawormatthistimewewillpraisethatthisvegetableistherealgreenfood.Whenweareeatingmeatwesometimeswillreceivethegiftofthechefastoneaslargeasathump.Itisenjoyabletohavethemealsintherestaurantbecausetherearenocouplesintherestaurant.Theconditionsofourdormsaregood.Thereisanairconditionerineverydorm.Howeveritcannotwork.Moreovertherearemanymosquitoeskissingyoueveryday.Theleadersofthiscollegerathercareaboutthehealthyofthestudents.Itistheywhogiveusthechancetodothemorningexerciseeverymorning.Theequipmentsinthiscollegeareadvancedwhichcannotbeusedbyus.Whatapity!Wecansurftheinternetwithoutanyfee.Butthespeedisquiteslow.Ifwehavenoloverswewillnotfeeluncomfortablewhenwearewalkinginthepaths.Becausethereisnochanceforustoseethecouples.Tospeakfranklythelifeinthiscollegeisnotfreeatall.ButnowIdonotthinkthatitisnecessary.Itisveryhelpfulforustoownacomfortableenvironmenttostudyandlive.TodayIamproudofGuangdongTeachersCollegeofforeignlanguageandart.IbelievethatGuangdongTeachersCollegeofforeignlanguageandart
