我们经常用很轻松的语气说我没事啊，回头却自己躲在没人的地方悄悄抹眼泪。
We often use a very relaxed tone to say that Im ok, but we hide in nobodys place and quietly wipe our tears.
我讨厌现在的自己，一边压抑着自己的情绪，一边装作没事的样子，一到深夜就彻底崩溃，天亮后还要微笑面对一切。
I hate myself now, repressing my emotions and pretending that Im OK at the same time. Ill break down completely in the middle of the night. Ill face everything with a smile after dawn.
小时候，总骗爸妈自己没钱了，
现在，总骗爸妈，没事，我还有钱。
When I was a child, I always lied to my parents that I had no money. Now, I always lied to my parents that I had money.
你看，“长大”这两个字孤单得连偏旁部首都没有。
You see, the word "grow up" is so lonely that it doesn even exist in the capital.
我对人的占有欲，大部分是对自己的不自信，不是不让你和除我以外的人玩，而是怕，你遇到更好更喜欢的人之后就和我疏远了。
Most of my possessiveness to people is my self distrust. Its not that I won let you play with people other than me, but that Im afraid that you will alienate me when you meet people who are better and more like me.
明明已经很努力控制自己的情绪了，但就是忍不住想哭，想着想着就崩溃了，好怕我走不出去，熬不下去。
Mingming has made great efforts to control his emotions, but he just can help crying. Thinking about it will break down. Im afraid I can go out and survive.
人到一定岁数，自己就是那个屋檐，再也不能在别处躲雨。
When a man reaches a certain age, he is the eaves of that house, and he can no longer hide from the rain elsewhere.
那些对不起，就像机场延误的一句抱歉，就像打开瓶盖的谢谢惠顾，都是空乏无意义的礼貌用语。
Those who are sorry, like airport delay, like opening the bottle cap to thank you for your patronage, are empty and meaningless polite expressions.
每当日子苦的时候，我就吃一个糖，现在我成了一个很苦的胖子。
Every time the days are hard, I eat a sugar. Now I am a very bitter fat man.
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